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My husband is in Kuwait for his third tour in the Army. Working for the joint forces in a country that is firmly a U.S. ally, he doesn't see a lot of combat. What he does see, and what keeps him up at night, is the waste.

First, there is the practical military waste. Computers are shredded to protect sensitive data. Other electronic equipment is destroyed because it's too expensive to ship back, and we don't want it ending up being used by our enemies in the area.

Second, there is the functional waste, like water shipped to the area in 12-ounce plastic bottles, too few of which are put in recycling containers and none of which are actually recycled (he suspects), but instead are being taken offsite by a contractor and burned.

Third, and most frustrating for him (and the reason I've said I couldn't bear to move there with our boys, should he find an independent contractor job), is the material waste of many of the Kuwaiti people and the terrible overspending.

Kuwaiti citizens are paid handsomely in oil revenues simply for being who they are, and their wealth is such that, he tells me, they don't take cars to be fixed after accidents. Instead, they buy new ones. For many Kuwaitis, much like Americans in some areas of the country, shopping is a recreational sport, or perhaps even a vocation.

Resenting handbags and BMWs

When my husband and I are debating long-distance over how much of a bill to pay, it's easy to resent pallets of 12-ounce water bottles or Kuwaiti women with their spendy handbags. If we could have the money spent in an afternoon by just one Kuwaiti teenager, we could pay that bill twice and have extra left over for hamburgers.

Sometimes when he's driving a VIP home from the airport, he'll consider the banged-up luxury cars left on the side of the road, thinking how, with only a few weeks' work, he and a good auto body repairman could make enough money to redo our kitchen counters and put in that cork floor I've been dreaming of.

Scraping up change while others indulge

Thanks to some of those quibbled-over bills, I recently went a week or so cash-poor. My pantry and freezer were chock-full, so I wasn't hungry, but I did run out of good coffee, and I had to get creative with school lunches for my two older boys, who tend to prefer hot meals over sack lunches.

As I was worrying to myself about whether I could scrape together enough change to buy a cup of coffee -- or maybe save all the change for pretzels, just about the only thing other than carrot sticks and candy that my middle son will eat -- my brother-in-law showed up with a couple of friends he'd been hanging out with at the pub around the corner. "Can we crash here?" he asked. None of them was in shape to drive home.

So while I was looking for quarters in the couch cushions, these guys had been spending $60 or $70 on beer and nachos! I was furious, although I couldn't exactly say, "I'm mad at you for spending your own money in the way that pleases you!" I just sighed dramatically and told them they had better not leave a mess in the basement this time.

When it comes to spending, it's easy to compare

This is something like they say in Alcoholics Anonymous (hilariously, my friend who's never had a drink in her life quotes this all the time): "Don't compare your insides to other people's outsides." In other words, what we're doing when we focus our energies on thinking how much better we'd spend money than other people do, it's both a false comparison and completely beside the point.

While my husband may have a legitimate gripe with the Kuwaitis who abandon their cars on the side of the road, most of these are isolated incidents that just happen to coincide with more sensible behavior on our part. Sure, I'm making excellent choices with the $2.50 I found in quarters and dimes. But how about that time a few weeks ago when I went out for a glass of wine and octopus salad at a bar just because I felt like treating myself?

Resentment is ugly, unless it's toward oneself

I'd be better off resenting my two-weeks-ago self, who could just as easily have put that $30 in her pocket instead of blowing it on Spanish wine and tiny bits of overpriced seafood appetizer. If I focus my energies on her decisions, I'm really comparing apples to apples -- my spending to my spending -- and I have a tool to use next time I want to go out.

I don't think I'm ready to say, "Never ever go to a wine bar again!" But maybe I could first make sure there are no big bills on the horizon. Or maybe I could just think about how I might resent myself next week -- and choose to buy a bottle of wine and some crackers and cheese instead. I love crackers and cheese!

If you focus that resentment inward, you'll have something useful. If you focus it on your in-laws or a whole people, you'll just be resentful.

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